OSTEoSARCOMA: A LOVE POEM
BY YVONNE ZIPTER
For Easton, Zooey, and Nacho
Cancer loves the long bone,
the femur and the fibula,
the humerus and ulna,
the greyhound’s sleek physique,
a calumet, ribboned with fur
and eddies of dust churned to a smoke,
the sweet slenderness of that languorous
lick of calcium, like an ivory flute or a stalk
of Spiegelau stemware, its bowl
bruised, for an eye blink, with burgundy,
a reed, a wand, the violin’s bow —
loves the generous line of your lanky limbs,
the distance between points A and D,
epic as Western Avenue, which never seems to end
but then of course it does, emptying
its miles into the Cal-Sag Channel
that river of waste and sorrow.
I’ve begun a scrapbook:
here the limp that started it all, here
your scream when the shoulder bone broke,
here that walk to the water dish,
your leg trailing like a length
of black bunting. And here the words I whispered
when your ears lay like spent milkweed pods
on that beautiful silky head:
Run. Run, my boy-o,
in that madcap zigzag,
unzipping the air.
Source: Poetry (May 2008).
I like this for good and bad reasons. 'boy-o" is what I call my dog from time to time, when we are playing certain games. Makes him sound a bit Irish, which is not a bad thing for a dog of his kind (namely, smart). Also because I have been worrying a little about him - he has new behaviors which do not go with the monster of even a year ago. No evidence of any kind that he has a cancer, but close enough for civilian work. And dead, thinking about dead, so a piece of a theme.
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